The Suraj's Blog:: Blogging Since 2009

~~simply from the heart~~ if loving one sided to you is crime, i am ready to do it for eternity... if dreaming you in my life is sin, i am ready to confess my sin everyday... yeah, finding you beneath makes me suffer, i am ready to be suffered always, everyday.. if asking blessing for you, i have to sacrifice, i am ready to sacrifice all, just to make u smile.. just to make you smile, and just to make myself love you.. for eternity.. till my last breath.. just to see u happier.. just to find myself you are happier.. this poem is dedicated to my sweet anamika.. ................

Story-~~ An illogical circuit gate in physics lab ~~ (fiction story Mathematics is my love and from the moment of class 10, I dreamed of having a Ph.D. in mathematics. So to get this superlative dream fulfilled, pursuing graduation in mathematics was a next step which I had to cover. In the first year of graduation as this journey, topics like mechanics and electronics would give such hurdles, I was aware of it, but these moments would have been so memorable, I hardly guessed it. For somebody very poor in physics like me, integration and derivatives of the hilarious equation was often distracting me from the physics book as a pole of the magnet would repel its similar pole. The first-year Bsc was definitely an exciting stage where I found numerous friend on my college and I loved being with them on their time of necessity, but along with my friends, I felt as if here is my destiny waiting for me to take the highest summit of all time. Life will never be the same again. For what I wa...

Because some dreams are partially fulfilled on first attempt Although being faced with lots of realities in life, I never stopped dreaming to be the winner in every stages of my life. My negative thinking might had given mine impression wrongly among the crowd of people, but I was always unwavering to dream for win, no matter even if destiny had already clarified the faith of particular stages of my life. After experiencing the joyful moment in the happiest year ever of my life on 2009, I was more determined to achieve more than of my capability. “First prize on creative writing” on vibes 2009 (I shall write another post on vibes 2009 soon) was itself the first (one and only) prize I had ever received in my academic life. It was itself hard to believe even for me that why do I took so long to take first success in my life! I thanked almighty for his blessings. I was supposed to go for NSS camp in early Jan 2010, but because of my personal dilemma, I had to cancel the event. Soon I got ...

2009 on a Glance: 7 reason why this was my happiest year Hi all.. i hope we all had enjoyed our new year with all happiness and joy... We are on to new decade, and so we might had made every type of new resolutions... I too... so, on the way of making new resolutions, i was much happier to find previous year 2009 as ever happiest year of my life, And so, while searching out the reason behind these happiness, i had the seven reasons.... let me list them here.....! 1) First reason, obviously no other than my living God... this year has been really blessed for me, and i suppose and i believe my god was always with me and attending his fellowship was another reason why i had smiled over the entire year.. Because my lord was with me, i was confident in most of my positive steps and praying of my church friend who were always special and good, they had taught me to enjoy the life which i had never experienced before... 2) It was a sweet saying by a cute child that "I believe in first ...

Its christmas again............ Its again the time to celebrate birthday of "king of kings", on this very happier moment, we might be busy in our special party and inviting our special guests, but somewhere we might be forgetting some of the thing which are part of christmas celebration... so lets not forget the following three in our personal enjoyment and happiness 1) of course, mother Mary, who had given birth to Jesus christ.... 2) in this personal enjoyment, most people forget jesus christ too... lets not forget his sacrification of life for every of us... 3) and and and.................... lets not forget the cross where he had died...... and because christmas celebration is still incomplete if we havent realize the presence of happiness because of this cross............... still, are we ready to celebrate christmas? lets check out some of the thing and be sure we have the following attitude in our life... Forgiveness is what the cross teaches us in this special day... ...

Christmas coming.... and i find many friends wishing me for this grand festival, and they ask me my plan about how you celebrating your festival? To reply them the factual answer, i answer them, "we have organize a fellowship program on that day, so fellowship program followed with praying and then message from pastor" only that suraj? no any special party? "yeah, after finishing the service, church also have arranged for lunch, so we will be attending lunch program by whole church...." its definitely a curiosity to ask how do we celebrate the festival, but there are something mis-conception in normal people and perhaps even christian people too... DO you know what do you mean by X? it means as 'unknown' and as X-ray? it means an unknown ray.. . then what do u really mean by X-mas? 'mas' mean the sacrifice and X-mas from this way will give the meaning sacrifice by unknown ......! ! ! is it really a sacrifice by unknown ? No, it was not a sacrifice by...

Black beauty on first day of college & her first smile I was learning. Day by day different lessons of daily life were teaching me, and I was excited to learn myself in different mode of journey. Through the entire medium of physically, mentally and spiritually, I was determined to be the most matured human. But along with my maturation, I never knew that I was searching someone who would add perfection in my life. Simply, the girl of my life, and the girl of my dream, in summary, I used to term her as ‘the one, only and last love of my life’. I never knew how would have been that girl, because the every new face I used to browse, even if they were termed as “one of the beautiful” by my friend and outer world, I had replied them, “she is yet to come in my life” Being irritated from my words, and perhaps being crazier to choice of my heart, my friend had asked me the numerous times, “it seems, you are searching an angel from heaven, let us know what is your type? Being no late to ...