This broken Clay gave me the moment to think our life on different
perception. We fall in Love with our closed one, We care them and
Sometime we wish them to be in our life for rest of the moment. But as
time and tide waits for no one, a wrong time can make us stumble and can
bifurcate our dreams, love, emotions and relation. Yes, a bad time and
everything can be in pieces, like that broken clay.
Let me tell you more about this broken clay first
Two weeks back as one of the winner in Mouthshut weekend contest, Mouthshut.com
had send me one t-shirt and coffee mug. It was a beautiful white color
mug packed in a very careful manner. At a first glance itself, I felt in
Love with this Cup.
Since I returned back from home
this vacation in July End, I was thinking to buy a Coffee Mug, but I was
always lazy to go to market. So in other way, getting this Cup
fulfilled one of my need, One more reason to fall in Love.
Do not conform yourselves to the standard of this world, but let God transform you inwardly by a complete change of your mind. Then you will be able to know the will of God- what is good and is pleasing to him and is perfect. --Romans 12:2
As always, we keep looking at our own desire, we keep looking for our lost love and we have our own destination. In last few month itself, when I wanted to know the will of God, I was not letting myself change the some part of me... It had lots of human emotions attached and looking for God's plan to work in my favor. God kept saying me, "Seek my Kingdom first and I will give you everything that you will seek for...."
So, hearing such assurance from him, I used to concentrate on his words for few days, but then again, I start asking God 'one of the most beautiful things I have ever loved...."
I kept saying God, "God, Didn't you give that yourself to me? So how can it be mere in the form of human emotions? "