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Dead Roses and Dead Soul

Dead Roses and Dead Soul No one saw his major loss

Every morning 
walking up to miles
he collects roses
with the hope
he can give them to her one day Every afternoon
forgetting disappointments
he collects hope
with the dream 
she will be with him one day Even by the end of the day,
those fading roses on his desk
and depressed soul within him,
both continue to live
with a desire of reconciliation someday Times changed
but she didn’t. His soul continues to breathe
he sprays water to roses
hoping neither of them dies
hoping they both live for one more day
where they can hope for one more. She never came back
she decided she won’t. Roses withered and died
his soul grieved and died.
He buried roses and his soul
with no hope of a further journey
with no desire for tomorrow. All saw dead roses
being sorry for its loss
but the dead soul within him
no one cared to search
and remained invisible forever. Suraj Ghimire 2020 This poem was first posted on

~~That forgivness which i could never gift her~~

That forgiveness which I could never gift her

I forgave your thousand mistakes just because of your one true steps really improved my life,
I couldn’t forgive your small mistakes even in presence of your thousand true steps, because that one small mistake might had destructed me…

Well.. These two phrases are different one said on different condition…. Let us look one verse from bible….

For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly father will also forgive you
But if you do not forgive men their trespasses, neither will your father forgive your trespasses.
Mathew 6: 14, 15

From the early stages of my life, I myself was fully aware of these words, and I used to think me myself that yes, I should forgive the every of people of my life who might had hurt me knowingly or unknowingly.

But despite being regular in church and being strong in praying, I couldn’t give this particular forgiveness to that sweet gesture of my life. Yes, she was a wave because she was the one to change me in posit…

You are god sent angel for me and my life

diary written on 26th September 2009....

FOR all the friendship u shared,
FOR all the ways u cared,
FOR all the time u were there
YOU were special & beyond compare
just wan a tell you, take care

time may not be the same again,
nor your heart shall be the same again,
i wish each days were just as earlier we had spend before
if not that, i wish my heart be the same blank as it was before

Today, the day of 26th september 2009,
as one of the most awaited day of my life from last one year.....
yeah, i was waiting for this day wishing i could add some smiles and joy on your most happiest day.
those moments spent with you are already marked as one of the most beautiful chapters of my life and i hardly remember any hour in my consciousness where i had not invited you for a talk in my mind and my soul....

i liked calling you as "angel of my life" and u simply accepted the designation which i had given for you. There were even many moments where i had termed you as "aakriti" and you w…