The Suraj's Blog:: Blogging Since 2009

~~Expressing myself~~ (self composed love letter) Hi Anamika, I truly never dreamed, that someday I would be penning my thoughts this way. Many times, quandary had caught me regarding my decision to pour out myself, but this delighted heart and anxious mind was never with the positive thoughts, perhaps with the fear, ‘after else, I might lose what I have today’. Among the best moments to recall in my college life, from last 18 months, the virtual involvement of someone special has matter me little more than everything. The time when my literature had started fading due to excess of imagination, she arrived in my life; she arrived as ‘girl of my life literature’. But as span with time, she created her own space to be settled in my life. Not only as first and last thought of a day, her appearance in my dream, every alternate day, used to heal my nightmares, giving me the question, “is she the same princess who is supposed to rule the remaining phase of my life….!!!! With ...

Earlier, joining BSc, I thought myself; I will have lots of time to enjoy for my daily activities... I shall go for every new movie, I shall visit beach at least in alternate weekends and I will concentrate myself on my biggest passion, i.e. writing!!! From the time of failure and depression to a beautiful morning, from a NSS volunteer to NSS leader of college and from the stage of dropper student to being sort listed in final 8 for Best All-rounder students of the college I underwent many changes in my personal and college life wishing time to go for my favor, very soon!! But, time, of course, never follows the way we wish it to go... and with the busy schedule of myself, I was trying to keep in touch with my friends through any of means, expecting them to be for me too...!!! I was out of contact for more than a month with one of my best friend of virtual world. Not only that, since last one year, our conversation used to be limited one or two mail in a month... No time for a chat too...