You are god sent angel for me and my life

diary written on 26th September 2009....


FOR all the friendship u shared,
FOR all the ways u cared,
FOR all the time u were there
YOU were special & beyond compare
just wan a tell you, take care

time may not be the same again,
nor your heart shall be the same again,
i wish each days were just as earlier we had spend before
if not that, i wish my heart be the same blank as it was before

Today, the day of 26th september 2009,
as one of the most awaited day of my life from last one year.....
yeah, i was waiting for this day wishing i could add some smiles and joy on your most happiest day.
those moments spent with you are already marked as one of the most beautiful chapters of my life and i hardly remember any hour in my consciousness where i had not invited you for a talk in my mind and my soul....

i liked calling you as "angel of my life" and u simply accepted the designation which i had given for you. There were even many moments where i had termed you as "aakriti" and you were always showing me the path of my destination as if you were the same reason of momentum and inspiration i was searching from the beginning of my life...

you not only gifted me those bunch of smiles, but you were also one of the super human in my life who had an ability to change a human like me, and you defintly did it too...
you changed the way i think, you changed my way of living, and the greatest thing that your arrival forced me to adapt some changes on my way of getting exposed to this beautiful world, and frankly saying these all the positive changes i got from you are not less than the miracle sent by almighty...

So because of all this, i never kept you in any corner of my heart hidding you from my world, but instead i kept you in middle of my heart and my brain, so that every trespassers could see you and i am sure atleast they had prayed with their god asking a quality full friend like you in their life too...

Not only my best friend, you were the one whom i had kept in my life with a biggest care and sincere. above the friendship, above the love, just below my parents, but you were there with me along with my family.... and we all loved getting you in our life....
thank you so much for all of those arrival...

thank you so much for being such a kind person and thanks for gifting me such a great change in my life by which i am able to see the world without any hesitation and selfishness..

today, in your birthday, i wish i could give you a best gift that i can ever present any one in my life, but the every gift i used to see in market, i desired of giving higher quality gift than that selected one because i believe i had inner wishes of giving you the most precious and valuable gift in your life.. Although you were really precious for me, and not any expensive gift was equivalent to be gift you, i myself was not able to gift those selected gifts because they were beyond my limit and my capacity.

i wished i could at least give you a bunch of rose and could wish you happy birthday on the glorious day which i was waiting from long duration, but i forgot that time and tide waits no one, and you were already so far ahead than me...

in this change of time, i had tried to adapt myself, so that world would not tease you for accepting me as your friend, but i never knew my company was also horrible and boring moments for you...
it may also happen that i was not able to understand you and your dedicative friendship, but today some dream in my life remained incomplete....
perhaps they were meant to be incomplete...
perhaps the book of destiny had no more pages written in our life for each other....

never mind, you shall always be in my heart, you shall always be in my memory..

i wont say that i shall always be remembering you, but i definitely say that i shall never be able to forget to you,
because despite exit of some special from our life, they are always settled inside our heart...
i understand, my all this word may be fake for you, but this is the testimony of my life in front of my living god and my dearest friend that you were always an angel for me, and you shall always reside here with the same respect, love and care.....

thanks for being in my life, thanks for being such a wonderful friends...

With regards...
from me and my family..
and perhaps my mouthshut family and friends are also wishing you happy birthday..

Happy birthday my angel......
be always successful on your life....
be always happy...

(note- i had saved this diary as draft on 26th september, i now published it to mark the day of 26th september 2009 with golden pen.)