Dead Roses and Dead Soul

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Dead Roses and Dead Soul No one saw his major loss


Every morning 
walking up to miles
he collects roses
with the hope
he can give them to her one day Every afternoon
forgetting disappointments
he collects hope
with the dream 
she will be with him one day Even by the end of the day,
those fading roses on his desk
and depressed soul within him,
both continue to live
with a desire of reconciliation someday Times changed
but she didn’t. His soul continues to breathe
he sprays water to roses
hoping neither of them dies
hoping they both live for one more day
where they can hope for one more. She never came back
she decided she won’t. Roses withered and died
his soul grieved and died.
He buried roses and his soul
with no hope of a further journey
with no desire for tomorrow. All saw dead roses
being sorry for its loss
but the dead soul within him
no one cared to search
and remained invisible forever. Suraj Ghimire 2020 This poem was first posted on https://medium.com/storymake

~~Seven reason of happiness for year 2010~~




2010, year of happiness and it was indeed a year of celebration… for the every of my beautiful days I spent, I learnt and I dreamed, I wish to thank you, my lord, for being with me as everything of my life… indeed, we need some luck to be luckier, and your blessing has been the foundation of every moments I am succeeded. And for those attempts I failed, you were there to hold me, so that I won’t be suffering with pain… My lord, as my king, as my savior and as my best friend, I thank you for being with me…

Here are the other seven groups of people, who are so close to me, as seven reason of happiness for the year 2010, please be with them because their presence in my life matters the most!!



1) My dad, my mum, my sister, my mama and my all family members.. Thank you so much for providing with me all support, love and care I was in need. My mum as the closest person of my heart, I pray god keep her safe and healthy in all time, love you mum, always... And my sweetheart “Akanksha” as the part of my family, also as my closest friend, for being recent miracle happened to my life as first reason of happiness in my life for the year 2010…


2) Standing with choir group would have never been so easy, but you people were always for me. My other two best friend of my life, Akash and Arpan, moments with two of you, has been one of the beautiful pages of my life. You are those two of people whom I never want to lose, because life’s biggest happiness is related with you. Thanks for supporting me, thanks for singing with me the most romantic music of love and salvation. Another thanks to elders of my church, thank you for your praying and responsibilities of church you have given to me. My MNCF as other reason for happiness in my life

3) Who says virtual world doesn’t care us? I am so happy to find so many friends as my uncle, as my brother and sister as my extended family. Yeah, they are as extended family for me because they are never later to motivate and inspire me. My all friends who are introduced to me through Mouthshut.com, their presence in my life has mattered the most today. My visit to Delhi and few MS meet on Mumbai, thank you so many friends… There are certainly few names which mean so much to me today whom my thanks are never enough. They spent their time with me on my joy and they get my sorrows shared, I would have loved to name them but relation is all about keeping inside heart. Thank you so much for everything. And Biggest passion of my life as writing, it would have been never so excited in absence of you people. So virtual world as other reason for happiness in my life…

4) Getting involved with NSS activities might have brought many hectic moments, but it has given me much needed satisfaction in my college life. My NSS friends, I want to thank you for all of your co-operation and your support because building a different team would have been never so easier in your absence. Either that be of nss activities or non-nss, you are always with me… and that’s another assets of my college life. Special thanks to my program officer who trusted me so much and has been always with me to help in my studies and my nss activities.

5) To solve problems in my Life, it would have been never so easier without my college teachers. I can proudly say, “They are the best group of teacher I have found in my academic life”. Special thanks to my all mathematics teacher and my statistics teacher. Your trust, your support and your teaching has brought horizon so near, I can’t express. And my college teacher of other faculty, who might not have taught me academic lesson, but your inspiration and motivation will be as catalyst to reach my aim. You people shall be missed through my entire life. My god blessing be with you always.

6) There are other three people in my personal life who are always with me. Despite of few mis-understanding, few spaces and few quarrelling, you people are with me and not to be forgotten to those bad patches where you have been motivating and supporting me. Thank you so much. Thank you suman (Somnath sudhanshu) for being with me in last two years. Be with me always please. Other Thanks to my sweet dost staying seven ocean far from me, I shall always miss your beautiful presence in my life and be smiling always. And last among the three, but not the least, Isha, thank you for everything you are for me… God bless three of you always…

7) If I miss this person, it will surely be injustice to my own heart. The year 2010 would have never been so joyful in absence of this character. From a most beautiful girl of my story to the one, visiting my dream every alternate day, you are the one for whom my every third facebook status is dedicated!! I am sure, if I had not found akanksha in my life, the other girl I would have prayed to be in my life would be you, you and only you!!! As black beauty of my story, you brought a new dimension in my literature. Thanking you through my lips, I could never even try them, because I always believed, circumstances was not in my favor. I have expressed most of them through my articles, but I wish, one day, very soon I will be able to collect courage to stand in front of you and express your role in my life. You shall be always remembered…

My dear friends, thank you so much for making my year 2010 so memorable and enjoyable. God be with all of us…


and be with me always please...

Regards

Suraj

This is my post for the year 2009
http://lifeofkaran.blogspot.com/2010/01/2009-on-glance.html

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