International Women Day:- You will Always Be my Women...
You will Always Be my Women...
"You
know something." I asked her
"Yes
my dear, this is a word you keep saying most of the time" To
my surprise I keep getting such weird reply from her hinting me to conclude
sometimes 'maybe she doesn't want to listen to me anymore',
But in
very that moment when I look at her, I find the deep thirst on her eager to
hear what I say ahead.
"I
love you Aakriti,"
"You know
something" She asked me.
"What?" I asked with a smile in my face and anxiety
within me
"I
knew you would say the same 'I love you' this time." She
replied on her odd way.
I
further added, "I love you from all my heart and all my soul"
"I
knew you would add this sentence too.."
One of
the reason She acts so unromantic on times is that She wants to let me know we
should never fall with emotions. She is strong, but this time things are
different. She was just playing with my words as she loves it, and I love to
keep her confused.
"I
wish I would have ever loved her as much as I have Loved you." I said.
As
expected, she raises her head to have eye contact with me, still holding my
right hand while sitting in the chair near receptionist in South Asian
University. The partial brownish untied hair, some of them covering her face
and provoking eyebrows, I say, a girl can't look so naturally beautiful than
what she is! But for now, I needed to answer her unasked question, still, I
choose to pause for some seconds.
She
speaks a bit louder. "Suraj, You know that I don't like all this"
"Oh,
I thought you didn't listen to all this"
"You
have free will. " she lowered her tune that expresses a bit of
disappointment. She knows everything. But at some of the times, a girl happens to
believe the part most which can create a doubt in her mind.
"Yes,
I have free will. Maybe it will hurt myself also, but I love you even more
than two other women of my life, I wished I could love them more, but it is a
truth that I need to accept, I love you most. I wish I would have ever loved
her as much as I have loved you today"
She
just smiles. With some blushing in her face, I can see the happiness within her
that is reflected by her eye. She doesn't take time to understand all these.
After all, she has always. She closes her eyes, leans her head, holding my hand
tightly, she said, "We'll love them together till the end of our
life"
"That
is why I say, you are one of the most beautiful women I have seen till
date."
She
keeps silent. She speaks nothing. And in this phase of silence, everything of
her speaks so much to me, including her heart beats. Maybe they are trying to
connect me through telepathy if they exist anywhere. And in return, I am
trying to grow in maturity to understand her even without looking at her eyes
or without reading her words.
Few a minute later, I took out a note from a pocket and start reciting which I had
written a few hours back.
You are cute
You are Lovely
You are Beautiful
You are 'the'
Special
And Because of
You, I say,
I am happy to be
around you
Even though I call
you 'Princess'
I have felt 'humility' within you,
Even though You
are the 'Angel' for my life
I have realized 'humanity' possessed by you
And Because I have
come so far to be with you
I wish I can
travel with you some more distance
I wish one more
day, I wish one more in that one more
But.
She
immediately stops me." But what?"
"
But.
Even if I don't
Even if I never find you again
Even if I will never be holding you again
I say you, you are adorable, you are special
you are the most beautiful girl I have seen till date
and I say
You are one of the special women I have ever known
No matter, if time separates us;
You will always be My woman
Because, it's by you, I can stand in the group of Man."
She
speaks nothing. She knows her role in my life, and she has realized the
closeness we have found in each other in last twenty months in SAU, She
speaks nothing and as usual, her unspoken words keeps telling me everything.
We
departed to our room. When the lift stopped in the 5th floor, she wished me bye waiving
her hand while I gave her a smile. After having short prayer, I closed my eyes
hoping I will find her in my dream again, I felt a vibration beep in my phone. The message reads as "And Because of you, I have grown to be a mature
woman, I Love you too."
I
replied; "Happy International Women's day my Love"
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