Dead Roses and Dead Soul

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Dead Roses and Dead Soul No one saw his major loss


Every morning 
walking up to miles
he collects roses
with the hope
he can give them to her one day Every afternoon
forgetting disappointments
he collects hope
with the dream 
she will be with him one day Even by the end of the day,
those fading roses on his desk
and depressed soul within him,
both continue to live
with a desire of reconciliation someday Times changed
but she didn’t. His soul continues to breathe
he sprays water to roses
hoping neither of them dies
hoping they both live for one more day
where they can hope for one more. She never came back
she decided she won’t. Roses withered and died
his soul grieved and died.
He buried roses and his soul
with no hope of a further journey
with no desire for tomorrow. All saw dead roses
being sorry for its loss
but the dead soul within him
no one cared to search
and remained invisible forever. Suraj Ghimire 2020 This poem was first posted on https://medium.com/storymake

love for my love

Life is like this..........
And life is made like this..............
Because these things are made to happen in our life........
And these things are made to be happened in our life........
So, what's more?
The pain we get from our loving one are just to be swallowed by us
to be swallowed on such a way that the person who is giving us pain shall never notify it..........
stilll we must keep on loving them...........
Loving them till the end of life...........
To love them on such a way that they shall never feel our love lesser than the total sum of love they are getting from the whole world.........
Yeah keep on loving those people who hates u........
Keep on loving, but not with the mission that they shall love u one day
Keep on loving them with the mission that they shall hate u most in the world someday...........
So that we shall make records, and break records in just a thing that we got infinite number of hate from that person whom we love most........
Now days
Yeah now a days its really simple to know that person who taught the meaning of love had never loved us...
its quite simple to know that person who wanted us to get changed, gets changed today...........
Sometime I think me my self that why? why and why i still remember u on the every moments ?
why i still love u from my heart?????????
why still i have hope in somewhere at my heart that u shall come in my life?
why still i hope that u shall be the first one to wish me on my birthday?
why still i hope that i have tremendous space on your heart?
is it just because i loved u?
is it just because i trusted u?
i loved my parents and i trusted my frens too?
but why the every moment i try to remember my image, i happen to get only and only u?, and sooner my eyes fills up with tears

and like that small hunger child, i go on crying...
i go on crying.... and crying... and crying.....
and my heart starts to ask my mind that "what was a mistake i had done? what was the mistake i did so i loosed the fren who was of so great attitude???????"
and my brain says "these are the special planning of my lord"
these are the special planning of heavenly lord who wants to show u that how much he still loves us?????????
perhaps i was never the need of u, perhaps i was never important for u, u know whenever i remember those days, i feel guilty of each and every mistakes that i had done..
if the time would have improved on my crying, i would cry so much that it would be filled up to quench ur thirst......
but still my crying was also not enough to have a single molecule of symphaty for me in ur heart........
are this life all about this....? don't know, if i shall even get ur company even in dream, still i shall be praying for u...
may the every wishes be fulfilled through my love whom i loved so much... so that the whole world shall be saying "what a lucky girl is she"
so that a whole universe shall love her, love her and love her"
and so that my love shall be happiest in the universe>........."
yeah i still get only and only u even today...........
perhaps it because i love only and only u even today.....
so I say, these all things are made to happen
so let it be happened
let it be happened on such a way that all the pain that she shall be getting on her way shall be forwaded towards me
so that my beautiful angel shall always be happy
and she shall always be loved by the whole world all time
and she shall always be loved by the whole world all time
and she shall still be the most successful person of the world............

love doesn't happen until you realize youself that you are in love.
so just realize it and u will find all the people of world loving you
please love the world to be loved. and enjoy this world
From- Suraj Ghimire
above lines from my second novel
SNEHA, MY LOVE FOR THAT BEAUTIFUL ANGEL
(is she my passion or ambition?)

Comments

  1. Once in your lifetime, someone comes along whom you are absolutely meant to be with. Everything feels great, stars aligned body and spirit is in balance.Everything's predestined. We don''t have any choice? I think we make our own decisions. But fates sends signs and how we read them decides whether we're happy or not. Little signals. Fortunate accidents, lucky discoveries. Like Columbus and America.

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